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All the things I've left

by Bird's Nest

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1.
Young Blood 02:46
Wait for it to come as thousands of seconds fly by his eyes white with age This rusted old wheel Speaks to me of centuries of love and loss of young blood too hot to lay still "You're not old yet" he yells as my veins spew dirt "you've got time left" he speaks as my feet grow roots "You walk an old path" he whispers, all alone on the grass Don't be afraid when we grow we find who we are We peel away all of our dead skin see the life beneath it all
2.
Choke 04:22
It's ridiculous how many of my fears still make me choke and I don't know just how high these trees have grown seems it's all I have known No, I won't stay here not this time If I made this why can't I let it grow? maybe it's already dead and I can't tell how far it goes all these trees, they surround me I'm gonna burn it down tonight with the friction inside of me Nobody but me can do this for me
3.
how many more stones will I throw into this well? and how much longer until I realize I'm not well? with Holes in my hands, this water spills right through dissolve my castles made of sand, show me how small I really am another hungry ghost, I am the hungry Ghost, I am the addict here for you, "I'm not here for you" well I can slam the door too, and I can say goodbye for good too just leave me alone like you found me Living isn't worth dying so goddamn much much I am the Hungry Ghost, I am the Addict, it's not enough It's not enough I'm not enough I felt alive for the first time in months today and I remembered you back in June we made love in the Guest room in between gasps you whispered that it could never be better than this but that was a lie just like the hurt that spread in our chest and our stomachs that took root inside us, between us just like the slow poison you give yourself every day just like the thousand deaths I've survived since that day this sand will slip through our hands and it will not torture my feet
4.
Alone in your car but you're here too this is so fucked I wish you knew and I said I'd shoulder this for you and she said I dont ask too much of you I'm figuring out how this is not an exit from these walls that I've painted, all alone in the dark oh how my words will always miss their mark But this weight you have to take it back it can no longer stay where it does in my head it can no longer sleep at the foot of my bed It has been too long since I woke up without screaming your name two whole years, and now where the fuck are you? I hope that I find what it is that I missed I hope I don't miss all these things that I've left

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released August 16, 2014

Recorded by James Beville at UAB

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Schizophrenic Lullabies

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